It's 2:30am, but I have some things that need to be blogged--some serious peach fuzz problems. :) This post is dedicated to moving on. It is dedicated to new beginnings and fresh starts. I had the most AMAZING conversation with my roomate tonight, and we both just vented all of our worries about the future and relished on the sweet memories of our pasts. I realized that my past is beautiful, but it is gone. My future is hopefully beautiful too, but no amount of worrying in the world is going to improve my future in any way. I told her how I was having trouble moving on past a fantastic relationship that I really missed, but she simply told me that it is time to let my newest crush take over. "Just go with it! Just crush on him and love it!" is exactly what she said. She encouraged me to realize that there is a time for a fresh start and that time is now. Fresh starts are so scary. It is really hard to wipe clean that slate and prepare to fill it with fresh, new experiences. Coming back to college was especially hard this weekend. I left so many people at home that I really didn't want to...family, friends, love interests. ;) It took all of my power to walk up to my room and pack my laundry to go and then to drive out of my neighborhood. Life is so easy where everyone takes care of you and where my memories are beautiful, easy, and sweet. However, even though it is hard to move on past old friends, relationships, and memories back home, college is making me a more beautiful, mature individual. Paige, thank you for your conversation, and here's to new beginnings. Let's just say, I'm crushing on someone I probably won't ever have and who lives two hours away, but I am LOVING it. :)
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