Free falling? What? Alright. I'll explain myself. I have found that being in college and somewhat independent (I am definitely still dependent on late night talks with my roomies and sobbing phone calls with my mama) means making HUGE, scary, intense, life-changing decisions. Well, I think I've been thinking about everything way too much lately. I have just been questioning every decision that I have made thus far and every decision that I thought I had made for the future. Tonight, I was just talking with one of my greatest friends and roomies, Paige, and I came to a realization due to a little inspiration from her. It is time to jump out of the plane and give God the pull-string to my parachute. Mission? Still a maybe. Utah State next year? Possibly still looking hopeful....man, I have no idea. All I know is that I am going to enjoy every minute of not having to stress for the next little while and have a peaceful ride back down to solid ground where I will finally have enough direction to make some serious decisions. No doubt, I will definitely have to make decisions at some point. But as for now, I think He is giving me a little rest and letting me ease into the new semester with the calming assurance that my answers will come when I am finally at peace enough to receive them. But as for now, bring on the fall baby!
You will know what to do when the time comes and it will come peacefully
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